Its been awhile since I wrote on here...I've been really busy, there have been a lot of random thoughts and wishful thinking going through my head lately and here they are:
Why do we have to get the bad end of the stick... (somethings I can't say on here, knowing that anyone can read and figure out what I'm talking about) so sorry for being so vague.
I wish I had a closer front and back, they truly suck, sad thing is I knew that from the beginning!
I wonder what's really going on with my family no one ever tells me the things down to a detail...I wanna know the details dammit.
Am I ever going to see my family in one setting, I don't even know most of them, I guess that's what happens when everyone's spread all over the world.
Why is my self esteem so low at times. Affirmation does work though!
I honestly do not want to go home and live for the next year, but its the wisest decision because i need to start saving and take some debt out of my mothers hand.
Do I really want to become a nurse...like do I really want to do that, or am I just going after the money!
When I do become a nurse I think I will be a traveling nurse for a year or two, if I don't have a man by then.
Who am i going to really stay in contact with after I leave USF, like I can think of a few but lets be REAL!!
I want to marry a wealthy man that got his ish together, I don't want both of us struggling...that's not being a gold digger, that's being smart.
I love fashion, and I see it as way of self expression in a world that doesn't listen to what you have to say at times, so make a statement...sad thing about this is I just figured it out just as I writing this. F-it, Imma do my thing, hate if you want! =)
I am going back natural for the second time, but with no big chop...pray for me yall lol!
Why are some girls so beautiful why others are mediocre..not fair
When will the money come, do we not deserve it? I don't get it!
Why don't I push myself to the limit and think big thoughts like I used to do...
I really want to live in a different country for about a year of two...
I want that long stripped skirt, it was soo cute and I would rock it like no other...just give me the courage!
I absolutely LOVE big hair!
Why can't I get the boy I like or at least him wanting to get me!
Well that's it for now, Thanks for passing through!
