New Phase

So the time has come for a new phase in my life. I have decided to relax my hair again. After 2 years of being natural I'm tired of of it ad I know I will take good care of my hair once I get a relaxer. The reason why I want to get a relaxer is because I love straight hair. It has nothing with what negative things "mainstream America" thinks about our beautiful kinks and curls, its just MY preference. As we all know hair is hair and if I want to go back natural in the future I would definitely do it. I have done my research on how to care for relax hair through blogs like hairlista and Long Hair Care Forum, and I cant not wait to see the length and thickness that's what I will be aiming for. I would also like to have pictorials of my hair growth to show growth and thickness. My goals are the same like it was for my natural hair, APL by December 2010. Anyways anyone who is dealing with the issue of relaxing their hair again I hope I have encouraged you to do whatever it is you like. Hair is hair and it will always grow back if its taken care of properly. toodles =)

throw in the towel

You ever felt like you've lost all hope and just want to give up on everything...just throw in the towel and call it a day? Well, that's how I am feeling right now!!! Lets hope tomorrow is a good day but I feel as if its going to be bad...but I pray that its not. Amen!!! Lord you know my heart and what I want!