Birthday Week so far...

So Wed was my 21st birthday and it was great...the day started off slow, but i got wished happy birthday through text, calls, and of course facebook. Well that night was the homecoming dance which was a lot of fun...I had a cute black and purple dress dress with pearls on (I love pearls) The dance was fun...they played its my dawgs birthday, which got my friends real wild and crazy pointing at me while I'm dancing my behind off lol....then we had a get together after the dance since it was my birthday which turned into an unoffical after party, we called it the ipod addition because we didnt have a real dj so we played songs from an ipod..but the songs we had was hitting lol...the best part about the night was the lap dance from two of my homeboys...we had the alphas and the sigmas in the house and even though it wasn't an official party it did not stop them from strolling lol..but it was fine cuz we are having fun. Worse thing about the night was some boys broke our glass table into pieces because they decided to shimmy...me and my roommates couldn't even get mad, we just cleaned up the mess turned off the lights and started dancing again lol...over all that night was fun...there were drinks people getting tipsy...and just straight clowning...yea i loved it lol! Anyways this weekend I'm going out to eat at the cheese cake factory with a few ppl so hopefully that goes well. For some reason i'm so pessimistic about how things woould end up...anyways back to my paper!! smooches <3

Procrastination is your bestfriend that will stab you in the back =[

ugh...the semester is winding down..and the feeling of overwhelm is coming over me again. I'm pulling a big stunt right now...I have a 6 page paper due tomorrow..and I haven't started, why me, but I really dont know how to start...My ex came out as an alpha..and didnt bother telling me or shooting me a text like he did all of our other friends...even though I was the one that took him to the first 2 interest mtgs when he didnt have a car and community service...talk about brand new...i have a right to be MAD >:[..but right now I'm not going to waste my energy time or breath on it...it is what it is...I have sooo much things to do this week..like write this paper, watch a movie then write a paper for that, the go to sign event, and write a paper about that, interview a GCM then write a 6 to 8 page paper about that and then study numeruous amount of chapters for my finals...talk about procrastination to the fullest...damn...why did I do this to myself...I'm getting depressed just thinking about it..yep this week I'll be ghost...oh did i forget to mention this week is homecoming week and my 21st birthday on WED! Ha how much better can that get...i just love my life! =[.....anyway time to begin! God give me strength, patience and time, to complete these things and get good grades on every single thing that is due and exams coming up! thank you, i love you Amen!!!

Pray for me yall!